It is a brand new year and I am still here. I don’t know if that is the good news or the bad. Seriously though since I haven’t the cojones to just off myself I am kinda stuck with the hand that I have I have been delt. It is a kind of cheat but I never understood poker anyway. I would bet on a pair and bet on an inside straight. If that means nothing to you I am too chicken just to put a pistol in my mouth and pull.
Honestly I have been and am still tempted but since the 9mm that I own kinda scares me I don’t think I will be able to do it that way. I sincerely hope that I have a couple of reasonably decent years left to me but I would happily trade all that for a few hours with someone who cares about me if only a little bit. I just need a hug so much!