Being a practicing spanko has never been easy for me. It was always much simpler to pretend that I did not have these desires and try hard just to fit in. Over the years there have been some bright points but for the most part any time I attempted to be more honest the results were usually disastrous.
My Bottom Smarts Sunday Brunch topic was so on point about this but I was very distracted this past weekend “Can you repress a fantasy? For example, if you decided that spanking was wrong and violent, could you move away from it and ignore it, or would this just lead to dissatisfaction?” In my opinion it is possible to suppress a fantasy, but for how long? Eventually things will be forced to the surface whether you want them to or not.
I was not indoctrinated, corrupted or unduly influenced by my parents or the media. Since my interest in spanking dates to my earliest memories I am practically certain that I am hard wired that way. It’s simply the most exciting thing I can think of and has been for a very long time.
What a wuss! There were ways to meet like minded people even then I was just too chicken shit to try. It was not like some woman would knock on my door, look me over appraisingly and declare “Say you are not too disgusting want to spank me?” Oddly enough this never happened. It’s never too late though so watch out!